No one in Scotland can escape from the past. It is everywhere, haunting like a ghost.

I cant remember the sound of your voice it is lost in time just like the sunrise that woke me every morning to take on a brand new day. Time has stopped since you went away & I'm trapped at sea. The sea I've created with every tear I've cried for your return. My legs have gone numb chasing your memory. I'm drowning in the darkness of my own insanity.. all I see is your back walking away from me, I've tried to reach you but you always disappear right before my eyes. Your sweet memories are disappearing, my sea is no more but the water in my lungs. I look up & see every star I've fallen in love with wishing for you & I smile as they disappear with the moon & the sun greets me with a smile and a beloved "have a great day my friend" my life is back & as I look back to see you one last time & can't remember your face you are lost in the crowd of my past..